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Stella Nostrum

by Joseph Komari

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jakeringo Bizarre, blissful, chaotic, calming and absolutely wonderful unless your ears are broken or you left a stick somewhere it shouldn't be Favorite track: Form.
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1.
Forever Day 04:43
this time when the sun rises its forever day its just that, the soul i can't turn around right now cause i've gone too far not past the soul remove this fetter spirit is not human yeah mans not it literal talk must make magic to fly beyond today i've no head to fight this thing controlling me when things in your head become your outside world you hold the control you miss me when you think you got me you sold me but you never bought me its not my friend or foe who sought me its not my friend or foe who knows smashed beneath the surface you've seen spiraled into screens screaming in you beating in make up my lack of fashion passion puts you in the driver seat now i feel disgusting but baby by the time i get its so good we'll always be fighting the darkness and we'll always be the ugliness when it burns in the mental basement gotta stay hard and patient
2.
Empath 02:55
as it starts to leave me it becomes something that is not me it becomes something i would not see looking at me biting everything i can bring everything to breathe great delusion seed haunting me lost at sea from the skies to the dirty back down dont frown, some lonely tag smiles driving miles fast yeah you got some time on earth feel deeper for a while would you empath? rain. how? coping with the tools that i once had doesn't give me lift it makes me sad trying purity pointedly plain turned into this monument to shame unmoving relentless rail i live guide me back to places i have been through the lens and uplifting of others i have seen and loved yet unrecovered as the alarm sounds again i am possessed and driven by hatred and disgust at man at my reflection and my obsession i am brought to my knees satan laughs at your suicide i will live i will protect places i need in my mind not give my fruits to the starving machine for free you stained my soul i have the sky dont look the same to me anymore i dont think im the same anymore fuck trying to engage you now i just wanna feel right i gave my body to newer comers the resonance makes them all last longer than they would praise me like you should
3.
Egg 03:35
i dont want to lose it i dont want to lose my i dont want to lose my mind again and again lawless and lost cant lose track of the higher plane must learn to take care of my planet i run going off crying out my light off when youre round this time try to get your head above water to fight this fight not roll over to mend this head to mend this blend no regrets cause im always land i just wish id grabbed a dime im stale to nows time im fair to whats mine im too stuck in my mind im too stunted in my mind im too blunted in my mind almost every day losing it can you get me out while im trying to escape myself neighbors all grabbing on the mirage golden egg they say it feels good when i mention your vibe on the bright side i reap the love of you quietly the son of you but still i waste you we do deject you we do upset you and im too tired to see it try to get your head above water to fight this fight not roll over to mend this head to mend this blend so much strange no place space in waste commemorate non taken paths filthy never cleaned again monstrous this branding iron my cheek on my weak on my feet not now me on my meat burning seat i let what must be be i let what must bleed bleed i make what must be seen seen i pay my debts going off crying out my light off when youre round
4.
Tunnel 03:29
let me kill the act for a minute dear when i feed him time i can sculpt with air and i soon feel like dream my tide soaks you in kerosene i make you light yourself ive had the honor to be your girl and i wish everyone could know what you've been to me i would make you clean make you like stone they need not know how my baby treats me ive been here for so long make my senses away i grasp for care i gasp for air i live for you, you know i do tonight i cant give enough and in my sea fellow travelers met now only with broken paths like me i struggle to give clearance to my nature blindly endlessly i take wretched mask in the world i see you evolve past me only opening eyes once safe above
5.
Form 04:09
i gave my soul away why be i made mistakes and i stayed in them too long i threw the stones i threw them how deep it goes im through them gotta let the rain pour gotta let the sun shine in this garden of mine i let my growth died i wish i had died with it its so hard to face it im small im so small lost in infinite meaning in no one ah i've known you you are the form that sings that brings up your mind to the clouds no one is truly its inside you kill the carrier
6.
Wait 01:21
wait my darling wait
7.
Tuney 02:18
first hand stay backed away in disarray final play moved here to make scenic place paths that may save me if i save myself i probably wont use you i'd probably choose to annihilate the voodoo and remove you too many nights to count to exorcise you to get here i first drowned to get here i found out im not proud make no sound around my goals my ears pound and you don a gown awaiting my survival disowned
8.
Sky 02:07
i said i have to be alone she said im better for you i said im sorry and went home all alone
9.
Post IV 02:13
way i think sometimes moments to revive for new life my seed could it be not harm but help me in the space i found you i cling to cant lie what makes me alive reaching freely i believed you getting knocked off course oh what you have seen i wish you'd never seen indulging in whats felt lost within yourself weakness fans the fire stripped im wearing wire hey bud want some ice cream its over now try to get it right in your head i would run away i would run away here
10.
Marble 02:52
challenge me again works the most important thing what you're saying when you breathe the cloud i chase for clarity i wanna bring to you something heavy something true something you and i could do with the days we came to glue because it rattles round my brain daily till i see it plain the thing its trying to do no mistake unused everything i do i offer in service to you i cant believe its true i cant believe its you painting the ceiling i cry when my love speaks spend the whole day treasuring you keeping in sacred dont let the harm of man reach this safety oh in truth i pray say he wanna love me but he catches my drought aint no party like a do or die party i keep it round cause it bless my thought gladly unknown when misused on lock say he wanna love me cause he catches my clout aint no party like a muse your cry party i keep it round cause it bless my thought everything known so it grows on spot hey there my new friend thanks for coming when you do i get theyd box me out they dont get what im about well i wanna share this time whats the point if not to lift it should only be support this thing we do it is not sports i wanna have you on my favorites list to call sometime like after day is done and i got to unwind and i need some help moving on after this whole fall and im holding on to dreams hoping angels answer calls so many loves youre my heart youre my center spend the whole day treasuring you youre human youre heart youre the reason to enter me and all my sad and lonely pain you dont need a dime to get your spiritual wealth there aint no party like it dont need a body im feeling good like control some crown thrown up on the throne i understand the ground all your life is time to find your innermost get anything else simply dont make sense why i stand around minimum wage dollars and cents and everything you say it dont make a dent cmon change please change me
11.
Go Long 03:29
the way you move is weird the way you talk and handle your weird i like it im still here she walks beyond me quick the air is now sweet nervous on my feet i play it cool but its hard when i know that youre in the room everyone around dont make a peep jump beyond me quick the air is now sweet little baby wanna be a painting use a soft voice when we have our moment little baby wanna be a changeling model on the screens got no skins i walk around more with her now shes so heavy how can something once so nice be this i feel like ending us i dont know the rules to this game but it seems like someone fouled soviet how could something so high up be so below me cant take more years i fear living daily mind the end is near getting super cold cant feel my feet everything at once the air becomes sweet think about a time my mind was clear still not really sure how i wound up here all i wanna see is the hatred gone bury me at once say again so long little baby wanna lift my soul up use a soft voice when we have our moment unravel me dead rugs rolled up not sure how you wanted me to show up how long will i long for you in the way that i do should i want to when i want to
12.
Cupcake 03:45
its whatever gets me through the day its what helps me get to sleep okay its what makes me feel good enough its what makes me wanna keep on going its the brightest star to my eye its the single greatest thing in my life its the gift you get from above its the gift you get from deepest love its the kind of thing that makes me cry its the kind of thing that gives me spine its one of those things where its never too late and everything once dark comes all so plain oh where have i been with my life with an endless hole in my stomach oh where have i been all this time with an endless hole in my stomach spirit say we still love you these are my family clothes the ones that nature chose the gift is all that matters when i get above my lower mind dont attack me now just cause my bones not attack me now just cause my toes all up in everybodys business walking around i see me in your eyes on the other side of my bedroom walls this was an accident i meant nothing by it i give you pass if you love me cause i love you too baby i didnt ask for it, after love was found but if youre here with hate for little story then bail could not resist my head if i wanted to could not resist the dead yeah i wanted to hey everyone laugh everyone clap everyone smile everyone feel good hey look at that cloud hey check out that sound hey watch it go down hey let it out loud
13.
Liver 02:51
i wanna feel safe in here sore old body lost in these days a mask or face it hurts me too whats become of you i go only been now was it better before would it be sweet again i keep hoping i keep hoping theyd be kind to it oh have you met them? high is hard
14.
Peaceby 03:48
i wanna do justice on the plane can speak my mind can feel no pain what once was rain is now all chatter cant get so shamed up like it matters i felt your time i felt your bind i caught a universal spy i made my bed and walked in line lose on a nice looking ladder float outside oh our shattered signs up on this hill i'd stay in build harvest willed wheat in slumber still soil what you would plunder ill right now feels it dont matter vibrate on a subtle power feeling source on my mind tower nowhere to go but down just to climb the stairs again peace between us your love and mine this is meaning the truth and time praise no ceiling beyond ourselves sight and feeling serves something else i wanna end war too grand scheme of things who'd not want to be with you my heart is true i dropped the ball so many times but its alright hilarious looking chain on watch watch me as i make it socks it can be whatever you want it be cant change the facts of what it was to me what would have been inconsequential had serious horrific undertones made live cause money you must be some dummy to sniff around my asshole like that being kind to others mistakes i would be whatevers free if it was me then itd not be its just stream its just breeze peace between us your love and mind this is meaning the truth and time praise no ceiling beyond ourselves sight and feeling serves something else can you get up here? can you get up? you gotta climb
15.
Resolutions 06:39
in time to rectify to build a world without those faults a space where i could be where i could breathe and i could dream staying to work on unfinished plans hard though the day has been i would stand here cold for the way has been out of my reached hand always below of what id want to give everything i have is for you trying to use whats learned from this hurt knowing i would never leave you staying to work on unfinished plans hard though the day has been i would stand here cold for the way has been out of my reached hand

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Through 2018 I struggled with making any music I felt was worthy for public release. I felt like my world as an artist was destroyed and was going through some pretty difficult periods with depression. I kept working through the time anyway and eventually things I felt were good enough started to come. The primary idea behind this album is to create an artistic work which is above burden and above the negative thoughts and feelings that anchor me in the real world. In a sense, it's about creating the world you want with the source material of the world you live, which is to say, this album is pretty directly dealing with real emotions both negative and positive, but it was important for me to ultimately arrive at a place with each song that conquered and owned the emotions, instead of drowned in them. Given the kinds of circumstances surrounding making this album, it was a pretty difficult process but I am happy with the result. Another goal with this album was to create a playful and creative atmosphere. I am proud of this album and tried my best to make something I thought was great. Thanks for being on this page.

PS: if 100 people buy this I can pay rent *cries*

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released May 19, 2019

I perform guitar, bass, keyboards/synths, sp 404, tr 8, and vocals. Everything else was done in the daw. I had no collaborators.

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